4/1/2010 Now

I just wanted to write a note saying that no matter what happens, or what kind of break/vacation you take from church or reading the bible, it is most important to not take it for granted, because we are not promised another day. My opinion is that if you aren't in church on sundays and if you are not reading the bible, then something is greatly missing in your life. You may be trying to find earthly posessions to fill that void, and that will fail EVERYTIME!!! Get to church, it doesn't matter if you are by yourself, it is time to praise and worship Our Savior, we owe that to him, it should be a pleasure to do that for him. Throughout the week, start reading Gods Word, start meditating on scriptures. Don't let this precious time be wasted. We need to make sure we are running the race and living spiritually and if we mess up, we must ask for forgiveness and go right back to being disciplined and obediant. There are NO excuses!!! When our time is up on earth, that is IT!! There are no do-overs, we only have this lifetime and that is it, then we are judged for ETERNITY!!! When you let that sink in, you should be in a panic because that is a scary thought if you aren't living right and reading Gods Word. Start Today, get a bible and start reading in it and getting in tune with God's Word, start going to church, meet people that can help and enlighten you with the knowledge of Gods Word. It is our job as christians to look after one another and get eachother in line, and spread the good news!!

2/1/2010 Start Now

It's not too late to start now!! If you are still alive and breathing, then it's not too late to start!! We are here to live for Jesus and him alone!! So many of us are selfish and stuck in OUR ways and what makes US happy and what is fun for US. Once you start realizing the meaning of why we are here, and start living your life for Jesus, then you finally started living!!! The biggest lie that the devil tells us is that there is no hell. The bible mentions hell more than heaven, so start realizing that, and know that a change needs to happen NOW!! Why wait until it's too late?? We are already sinners, why sin more and be selfish more. Let's live for him and ask for forgiveness when we sin. Let's go to church, we are supposed to be in church, it is mentioned all throughout the New Testament that we are supposed to be in church. So many people are content with their faith and saying that they believe in Jesus, and that is it. That isn't enough, you need to read, live the word, and be in obedience of the word. You need to make sacrifices, and cater your life to jesus. It goes by how you speak, think, actions, etc. You can't curse and praise Jesus at the same time. Don't curse!! Get to church, stop with the excuses, you need to be in church. PERIOD!!! If you truly love jesus, start being in obedience!! We are in the final times, and if people think it isn't happening, then they are mistaken. It's not too late to start now, the longer you wait the worse off you are!! Help one another, love one another, forgive one another, Praise and be vocal about your love for Jesus!! This world doesn't do it enough, we need to be different from this devil world. This world is so evil because of how much control the devil has, if you are part of this world and blending in, then that isn't where you need to be at. it will distract you from what you need to be doing!!! Katyrose

11/18/2009 Changes

The one thing that i truly believe is that it is never too late for change. I don't care how old you are of what you have done, nobody is too late to be saved by the Lord. To have strong faith and a positive outlook, can accomplish anything!!!! Get involved with the Lord, Get excited with the Lord, Be vocal about how much you love the Lord!!!! I feel everyone goes around and does what is acceptable, and mimic's one another. Be different and be true to yourself and your heart. We are here for the Lord, not for US!!!! We are here to accomplish and conquer for the Lord, not US!!! Once you accept that and put it to use, then you found it!! People search and search for their answer and will, but through Jesus you will always find it. With the opportunities that present themselves, the certain people you meet, you have to have an open mind!!! I am only speaking for myself, but I am getting back on track with everything in my life and finally figured it out, I have been searching and searching and I finally found it. You have to put yourself out there for Jesus, you have to make him number one priority and top of the list, once you do that you start living for Christ. The things I am learning at Church I don't even have words for, when i read the bible i have tears of happiness for what the Lord has done for all of us sinners, I have true appreciation for Our Savior. I believe people know but they forget, and don't truly know!!! Make it a point to put yourself out there, go to church, get in the word, surround yourself with positive people that support you. I am in the best place of my life and it took me 25 years to get at. I am with my loving family that is only getting closer, finding Jesus and letting him take full force in my life, testing my body physicially with getting back on top with it, and for the first time in my life with a man that truly supports me and makes me 100% happy and loves me for me!!!! I have nothing to complain about. KatyRose

10/21/2009 Turning over a new leaf

wow so much has happened and im at a place i honestly never thought i would be. I have been through alot in my past relationship, i have been torn every which way, and broken and bruised never to ever think i could be at where i am today. It shows that you must never rule anything out, after my relationship i ruled out ever being with someone ever again, i vowed to be alone and that all men were a certain way and was so badly hurt from my past, that there was no way i would try again or give it another shot. It just shows when you meet certain people or that certain someone that slowly your outlook can be altered, and if you keep an open mind, it can change and all new bright fresh possibilites can change and open up. I have met an amazing person that i have kept in touch with and really got to know. I met someone who was patient with my situation and respectful and fully understand what i had been through. I met someone who gave me amazing advice through the good and bad times, i tried to give up on this person because i couldn't trust, but he wouldn't let me, i honestly cannot believe how much i have changed. I am finally able to let the past go, and im finally able to start fresh with someone that i care so deeply for, i don't even have the words to express how much. I have someone that is my full support system, and has shown me the most kindness and respect that i have ever seen in any other man. I had to write this because it should let others know that in any situation, certain people or that certain someone may come along. Keep an open mind and never rule out anything. To my dear Carlos, thank you so much for being you and i am so happy for this relationship and only good will come from this, thank you my love

9/28/2009 Time to Re-evaluate my life

i had a rude awakening with just seeing how things work out, and with my thinking in general, and I need many change ups in my life. I feel at this point in my life Im on my way to moving forward but it is in slow motion. I am happy with my decisions i have made, but at this point right now im trying to sit down and think about what else can i be doing with my life, and what can i do with extra time that i have. i am so thankful to have my loving family and friends, i don't know what i would do without them, and first and foremost i thank God for always being in my corner. I know i am still here on this earth because i haven't fulfilled my purpose yet, and i have many talents that i have yet to discover, and share with everyone else. The areas i feel that i am lacking are spiritual, holding my past against myself, and constantly blaming myself and being so hard on myself. I am always a positive smiling person, so i hold lots of feelings in and i need to change that and turn negative things into positive things. I always do such a great job for everyone else, now i need to treat myself the same and start practicing what i preach. So with my personality i work best with goals and plans and i am making a new set that i will live by day in and day out. 1) getting more involved with my own bible study, i can only benefit if i break down the bible verses and apply them to life situations. 2) pray the rosary, i am a catholic and i believe virgin mary the mother of god and main patron saint that if we pray to her she will help deliever the message to her son jesus, and also by praying the rosary you pray for everyone hurting and lost in the world. 3) keep up with my physical working out, i haven't slacked on that, ive been doing amazing with eating healthy and working out, it is such a stress reliever, how can i ever not want that? 4) To practice what i preach,i give out soo much advice, now im going to start listening to my own words and be my own cheerleader. 5) control my attitude, no matter what situation, i NEED to see the positive and not harp on the negative!!!! I believe with this small list, this will make a huge impact on my life and others that come across it. This is something i need to do from here on out in my life, i don't want to waste another day of not trying to discover more talents that God has given me, i refuse to be lazy and settle, and i refuse to stop learning new information, especailly when it is about God. My new recent tattoo i just got is my best motto by far and im so happy i have it because it is a part of me now and a constant reminder. my life is going to all be about God, Faith, Love. With those three things you cannot go wrong. So no more being hard on myself and getting down, im fully refreshed and happy and ok with myself and ready to have a positive makeover in my life!!!!God Bless KatyRose

9/17/2009 Everything and I mean Everything happens for a reason

i always write a note on here to always give myself a reality check about how things are and whats going on. It is such a general statement "everything happens for a reason" but the words are so powerful because our of every circumstance, whether it is sooner or later, you find out the reason!! It is truly remarkable to me how stuff works out even with the bad. We all go through and experience good times and bad, but it is usually the bad that we dwell on and always get down about, but what really is there to complain about, if we are still living and breathing?? Things are never going to always go our way, and there are always going to be twists in life that are going to come out of nowhere and knock us on our butt. You can't always control the situation, but you can always control your attitude, on whether it is positive or negative. It is so funny at least in this point in my life because I am able to see that everything happens for a reason!! I am actually able to look back and be like "wow i know why i went through that and experienced that." I am so much stronger today and so much happier today with the decisions i have had to make and everything is soo less stressful!! I am truly thankful that Jesus is always at my side and guides me with my actions and thoughts. In my personal opinion i believe that so many ppl are too prideful, and always feel they have to be right all the time, and have it their way,etc. It is nice to be proud of yourself, but taking it to that level turns into sin and evil. It makes you feel like you can judge others and that you are better then everyone else. The truth is that we are ALL on the same level, we are all human and we all sin. From the bible: It's a narrow road that leads to eternal life, because people sin and too prideful, never give up!! be the light!! The devil wants us to be miserable, have no peace at all so he knows how to get us down when we are at our lowest, so we must NEVER sink to his level. Its like we have one foot in the world, and one foot in the kingdom. It is always going to be a constant struggle because we will never truly know everything, until we are with Jesus. So to summarize it all up, I just had to say that no matter your situation, everything happens for a reason, so just embrace it and put trust in God, because nobody greater can back you up. He knows the best for you and you will look back and see the reason and what you learned. GoD Bless, katyRose

9/6/2009 Educate yourself

Only very few people will understand what I mean when writing this, but that's fine!! When I say educate yourself it basically means to open up all of your senses and actually really look and comprehend what is going on around you!!! In this world, there are so many shades pulled over our eyes and people telling us things that aren't true, but because we don't question it, and just go with the flow, we are deceived. It really isn't all about the different religions, that is everyones personal and private business and choice. I am talking about our world and government. It goes so far back, and it all starts with secret societys and lots of ancient ceremonys. It sounds crazy like out of a damn movie, but it is real. There are symbols everywhere, and more and more these days it is becoming more about money and control. If you have any extra time do some research. Look up history of the Masons (all of the presidents have all been masons) it is a secret society. Look up Skull and Bones (another secrety society of our goverment) look up the georgia timestones (you tube explains it pretty good) check out information on the airport in denver colorado (it isn't just a normal airport) read and look at what really happened at 9-11 with the world trade center, everything was set up by our own governemnt, so they would have an excuse to invade the other country do have control and oil. Do you see how things are staged, and filtered out? The information is there, but you have to do the research and once you do, it's your job to educate one another. This world is evil and it is only getting worse. My advice is be different from everyone else, don't buy into it and be humble and kind to one another. Give unconditional love no matter what!!