9/28/2009 Time to Re-evaluate my life

i had a rude awakening with just seeing how things work out, and with my thinking in general, and I need many change ups in my life. I feel at this point in my life Im on my way to moving forward but it is in slow motion. I am happy with my decisions i have made, but at this point right now im trying to sit down and think about what else can i be doing with my life, and what can i do with extra time that i have. i am so thankful to have my loving family and friends, i don't know what i would do without them, and first and foremost i thank God for always being in my corner. I know i am still here on this earth because i haven't fulfilled my purpose yet, and i have many talents that i have yet to discover, and share with everyone else. The areas i feel that i am lacking are spiritual, holding my past against myself, and constantly blaming myself and being so hard on myself. I am always a positive smiling person, so i hold lots of feelings in and i need to change that and turn negative things into positive things. I always do such a great job for everyone else, now i need to treat myself the same and start practicing what i preach. So with my personality i work best with goals and plans and i am making a new set that i will live by day in and day out. 1) getting more involved with my own bible study, i can only benefit if i break down the bible verses and apply them to life situations. 2) pray the rosary, i am a catholic and i believe virgin mary the mother of god and main patron saint that if we pray to her she will help deliever the message to her son jesus, and also by praying the rosary you pray for everyone hurting and lost in the world. 3) keep up with my physical working out, i haven't slacked on that, ive been doing amazing with eating healthy and working out, it is such a stress reliever, how can i ever not want that? 4) To practice what i preach,i give out soo much advice, now im going to start listening to my own words and be my own cheerleader. 5) control my attitude, no matter what situation, i NEED to see the positive and not harp on the negative!!!! I believe with this small list, this will make a huge impact on my life and others that come across it. This is something i need to do from here on out in my life, i don't want to waste another day of not trying to discover more talents that God has given me, i refuse to be lazy and settle, and i refuse to stop learning new information, especailly when it is about God. My new recent tattoo i just got is my best motto by far and im so happy i have it because it is a part of me now and a constant reminder. my life is going to all be about God, Faith, Love. With those three things you cannot go wrong. So no more being hard on myself and getting down, im fully refreshed and happy and ok with myself and ready to have a positive makeover in my life!!!!God Bless KatyRose

9/17/2009 Everything and I mean Everything happens for a reason

i always write a note on here to always give myself a reality check about how things are and whats going on. It is such a general statement "everything happens for a reason" but the words are so powerful because our of every circumstance, whether it is sooner or later, you find out the reason!! It is truly remarkable to me how stuff works out even with the bad. We all go through and experience good times and bad, but it is usually the bad that we dwell on and always get down about, but what really is there to complain about, if we are still living and breathing?? Things are never going to always go our way, and there are always going to be twists in life that are going to come out of nowhere and knock us on our butt. You can't always control the situation, but you can always control your attitude, on whether it is positive or negative. It is so funny at least in this point in my life because I am able to see that everything happens for a reason!! I am actually able to look back and be like "wow i know why i went through that and experienced that." I am so much stronger today and so much happier today with the decisions i have had to make and everything is soo less stressful!! I am truly thankful that Jesus is always at my side and guides me with my actions and thoughts. In my personal opinion i believe that so many ppl are too prideful, and always feel they have to be right all the time, and have it their way,etc. It is nice to be proud of yourself, but taking it to that level turns into sin and evil. It makes you feel like you can judge others and that you are better then everyone else. The truth is that we are ALL on the same level, we are all human and we all sin. From the bible: It's a narrow road that leads to eternal life, because people sin and too prideful, never give up!! be the light!! The devil wants us to be miserable, have no peace at all so he knows how to get us down when we are at our lowest, so we must NEVER sink to his level. Its like we have one foot in the world, and one foot in the kingdom. It is always going to be a constant struggle because we will never truly know everything, until we are with Jesus. So to summarize it all up, I just had to say that no matter your situation, everything happens for a reason, so just embrace it and put trust in God, because nobody greater can back you up. He knows the best for you and you will look back and see the reason and what you learned. GoD Bless, katyRose

9/6/2009 Educate yourself

Only very few people will understand what I mean when writing this, but that's fine!! When I say educate yourself it basically means to open up all of your senses and actually really look and comprehend what is going on around you!!! In this world, there are so many shades pulled over our eyes and people telling us things that aren't true, but because we don't question it, and just go with the flow, we are deceived. It really isn't all about the different religions, that is everyones personal and private business and choice. I am talking about our world and government. It goes so far back, and it all starts with secret societys and lots of ancient ceremonys. It sounds crazy like out of a damn movie, but it is real. There are symbols everywhere, and more and more these days it is becoming more about money and control. If you have any extra time do some research. Look up history of the Masons (all of the presidents have all been masons) it is a secret society. Look up Skull and Bones (another secrety society of our goverment) look up the georgia timestones (you tube explains it pretty good) check out information on the airport in denver colorado (it isn't just a normal airport) read and look at what really happened at 9-11 with the world trade center, everything was set up by our own governemnt, so they would have an excuse to invade the other country do have control and oil. Do you see how things are staged, and filtered out? The information is there, but you have to do the research and once you do, it's your job to educate one another. This world is evil and it is only getting worse. My advice is be different from everyone else, don't buy into it and be humble and kind to one another. Give unconditional love no matter what!!